Valeria Melchioretto (London, UK): "Grandmother's Cataracts"
for Oxfam
Her eyes stop her from seeing the world for what it had always been I
long before the cataracts became an issue. It is hard to say what exactly
she is looking forward to. So many fanciful visions rest at the base
of her eye sockets and words go rancid in the abyss of her throat.
If she had saved the left over umbilical cord of her many children, she
could now weave herself a shawl for cold winter nights when she talks
to her dead husband who as usual doesn’t reply. Nothing must be wasted
or else everything is for nothing. No babies thrown out with the bath water
no matter how cheap life must be. She thought of her children as the future,
now she hardly sees them. The cataracts are not to blame but her children’s
future is abroad. Every so often the kind neighbors call her over to answer
short long-distance calls. The phone wire has replaced the umbilical cord.
Those wide cheekbones have faced the indispensable as it lurked daily.
Solid corners of her face on which she hangs a sad smile to dry her tears.
Now that the house is empty she wonders how long the future will take
as time is nothing but short spells of rain, long spells of rain and restlessness.
Her eyes stop her from seeing the world for what it had always been I
long before the cataracts became an issue. It is hard to say what exactly
she is looking forward to. So many fanciful visions rest at the base
of her eye sockets and words go rancid in the abyss of her throat.
If she had saved the left over umbilical cord of her many children, she
could now weave herself a shawl for cold winter nights when she talks
to her dead husband who as usual doesn’t reply. Nothing must be wasted
or else everything is for nothing. No babies thrown out with the bath water
no matter how cheap life must be. She thought of her children as the future,
now she hardly sees them. The cataracts are not to blame but her children’s
future is abroad. Every so often the kind neighbors call her over to answer
short long-distance calls. The phone wire has replaced the umbilical cord.
Those wide cheekbones have faced the indispensable as it lurked daily.
Solid corners of her face on which she hangs a sad smile to dry her tears.
Now that the house is empty she wonders how long the future will take
as time is nothing but short spells of rain, long spells of rain and restlessness.
(Orig. published in Poets for a Better Future, ed. Todd Swift, Oxfam, 2004)
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