AnnMarie Eldon (UK): "Unspenting D Squash Bud ST8"
UNSPENTING D SQUASH BUD ST8
ther iz a prticulr ordr 2 @}-z frm buds az f d branch cnt hold dem Enuf: DIS iz d ordr dat d branch explodes: Dormant silvR Tip grEn Tip Half Inch grEn Tight Cluster Pink Full Bloom Petal faL bt dun jst tAk my f'n wrd 4 it dun U c dEz rnt jst wrds dey' an XpreSN of
somTIN ubobvious of somTIN inexpressible caLd burstingness itz not az f DIS got actually squashed ther iz n metaphor hEr not an az f n cite simply d truth dat wntz wntz 2 git out wntz 2 burst wntz wot d old poets wud caL burst forth dat theyre c%dNt b NothA way 2 sA it dat sAN it w%dNt mAk d trEz
hold ^ dat expressing it w%dNt mAk d sap rise dat rec'vN it w%dNt mAk d branches stronger o browner thN dey actually R lIk a kds drawing grEn & phallic @ burst forth @ d top of a f'n brown trunk dat somTIN potentially shrivelled & condensed lIk a brown stiK although thick c%d GIV rise 2 such az
a pink anyfuckingthing lEst of aL a @}- & dat 2 sugest DIS hz n plAc n yor plAc n yor vocabulary whr do U b? whr do U shrink 2? how cn U hold dat :-( treeless not brown not grEn nevr 2 b pink schet inside yorself? whr do U go 2 burst? how do U lt d sky knO youre :'-(? do U cry? othR thN 2 fEl
aL fElnz condensed in2 Nuttin? & DIS Nuttin of yor - i knO i do knO itz not az f i dun knO i knO aL yor fElnz R condensed in2 1 whch isn't a fEln bt d absence of fElnz d absence of thawt iz a squashed pre-burst fuxor of a killer tng caLd guilt & i knO wot guilt duz 2 @}-z & wot d concept bud bcumz
it hpns Ovr & Ovr & Ovr & Ovr DIS squashing of a bud DIS killing of d bursting DIS blaming DIS projecting did it eva ocur 2 U dat Ech tym ther wz a strong branch U went cold & whr did U go w yor cold Xcpt in2 yor wNtR yor wNtR mode not evN ded ded & spent & im spent w it & onlE d sky cn git me out
& d trE hz n capacity 2 pA & Im out & i thawt i wz held n & Im not Im bursting DIS iz my bursting DIS almost out DIS almost spent DIS almost Thru w d bud-hope DIS cry 2 d trE god 2 puL sap i askd god 4 us sap us out b4 wer spent lst tym im gna sA it lt d guilt die & @}- bud @}- b4 im spent out 2
petal drop
ther iz a prticulr ordr 2 @}-z frm buds az f d branch cnt hold dem Enuf: DIS iz d ordr dat d branch explodes: Dormant silvR Tip grEn Tip Half Inch grEn Tight Cluster Pink Full Bloom Petal faL bt dun jst tAk my f'n wrd 4 it dun U c dEz rnt jst wrds dey' an XpreSN of
somTIN ubobvious of somTIN inexpressible caLd burstingness itz not az f DIS got actually squashed ther iz n metaphor hEr not an az f n cite simply d truth dat wntz wntz 2 git out wntz 2 burst wntz wot d old poets wud caL burst forth dat theyre c%dNt b NothA way 2 sA it dat sAN it w%dNt mAk d trEz
hold ^ dat expressing it w%dNt mAk d sap rise dat rec'vN it w%dNt mAk d branches stronger o browner thN dey actually R lIk a kds drawing grEn & phallic @ burst forth @ d top of a f'n brown trunk dat somTIN potentially shrivelled & condensed lIk a brown stiK although thick c%d GIV rise 2 such az
a pink anyfuckingthing lEst of aL a @}- & dat 2 sugest DIS hz n plAc n yor plAc n yor vocabulary whr do U b? whr do U shrink 2? how cn U hold dat :-( treeless not brown not grEn nevr 2 b pink schet inside yorself? whr do U go 2 burst? how do U lt d sky knO youre :'-(? do U cry? othR thN 2 fEl
aL fElnz condensed in2 Nuttin? & DIS Nuttin of yor - i knO i do knO itz not az f i dun knO i knO aL yor fElnz R condensed in2 1 whch isn't a fEln bt d absence of fElnz d absence of thawt iz a squashed pre-burst fuxor of a killer tng caLd guilt & i knO wot guilt duz 2 @}-z & wot d concept bud bcumz
it hpns Ovr & Ovr & Ovr & Ovr DIS squashing of a bud DIS killing of d bursting DIS blaming DIS projecting did it eva ocur 2 U dat Ech tym ther wz a strong branch U went cold & whr did U go w yor cold Xcpt in2 yor wNtR yor wNtR mode not evN ded ded & spent & im spent w it & onlE d sky cn git me out
& d trE hz n capacity 2 pA & Im out & i thawt i wz held n & Im not Im bursting DIS iz my bursting DIS almost out DIS almost spent DIS almost Thru w d bud-hope DIS cry 2 d trE god 2 puL sap i askd god 4 us sap us out b4 wer spent lst tym im gna sA it lt d guilt die & @}- bud @}- b4 im spent out 2
petal drop
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